Wednesday, June 07, 2006

I believe in...

des.ti.ny ( P ) Pronunciation Key (dst-n)n. pl. des·ti·nies
The inevitable or necessary fate to which a particular person or thing is destined; one's lot.
A predetermined course of events considered as something beyond human power or control



This is my life story, the way it is meant to be.
It was all predetermined, beyond human power or control.
This is my destiny.
Accept it.

Just exactly a year ago. I remember all too well.
The balloons, party, giant black card board, phone calls from ben, the friends, the party, the surprise, the Lana cake, the present, the frog dance.
Just a year ago. exactly.

In a year, a chicken can lay 365 eggs so I guess it is a pretti long time eh?
Yea it is, cos in a year, things have changed beyond recognition.
In a year, I have become a terrible creature falling darker into a bottomless pit, exactly like all those patients in the psychomed ward who are on fluoxetine and amitryptyline combined.

On the upside, at least Daryl, Des and Kejia made my day. Thanks guys~ its these little things that make me drag myself through each day.


~ underneath the same big sky ~ 12:53 AM

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